Natalie is Born

 Natalie's Beginning

    Natalie herself was officially born on July 27, 2020, but her conception began much earlier.  She has been growing in my head and heart for several years.  I had always enjoyed the sight of sexy undergarments no matter what style on a woman, but never really equated it to me wearing them.  Even though it was never spoken about I often thought about dressing as a woman, but it remained only in thought.  These thoughts soon began to progress into other aspects of what is traditionally considered feminine more so in a sexual manner.  I began to think about how it would feel to have sex as a woman.  I began to wonder what it would anal sex would feel like.  I experimented with toys, I enjoyed it a lot.  At this point it was all internal so I explored solo.  The porn I watched began to transition to pegging and strap-on porn.   I found this extremely exciting, but I still internalized it all.  I continue to watch pegging porn and self pleasure in my own fantasies.  As this went on the videos began to shift to include shemale and what I wasn't something I really wasn't aware of at the time Sissies.  It was then that my thoughts began to wonder about what I wanted.  I suppressed these thoughts for a while longer.  I wanted to see how could explore these feelings.   So I began to wonder how I could follow what I had now determined was a path I wanted to venture down Sissification.  I looked around on on the internet and explored some online Dommes and contacted one, but she turned out be be more of a FinDomme, and while I knew that there would be a financial aspect to my exploration, I felt the FinDomme was not the avenue I wanted to pursue especially with no person to person contact.  It was then that I began to search for a Domminatrix in my area that had experience in Sissification.  I found Mistress Windy Whispers who operates the House of Whispers.  Sissification happens to be one of Mistress Windy's favorite fetishes.  I knew instantly I wanted to meet her and see where this could lead.  In our first email exchange I knew that I wanted to schedule a session as soon as possible.  Mistress Windy agreed to meet me on July 27, 2020, she had Queen Kat join us.  At our first meeting she put me at ease and we discussed my desires and hard and soft limits, but there was never a question of who was in control.  As we progressed into the session Queen Kat did my make up while Mistress Windy picked out what I would wear.  I of course was already wearing panties under my boy clothes as instructed (at this point in my journey I was still wearing boxer briefs over the panties, but I wore panties non the less.  Mistress Windy picked a very nice leopard print nighty for me to wear.  She asked Queen Kat "what should we name her" .  Queen Kat thought for a moment and said "you know what in that leopard print she looks like a Natalie, yes Natalie".  Mistress Windy agreed Natalie would be my name from here on out.  From there the session began and they used me as they saw fit and I was in an absolutely euphoric state.   After the session Mistress Windy and I talked about the experience and how I felt about it, in what I now know is aftercare.  I knew from this moment forward I wanted to explore further and I had found my teacher.  I would begin my servitude to Mistress Windy Whispers as her Sissy Slut Natalie.  This is the day Natalie was born, more on my journey to follow in continuing posts.